What’s the use?
No one to talk to
No one to be close to
And no one to care about
I am forced to live for myself
Every single smile in my life was to make someone smile
Not for myself
And I stopped caring along time ago
I was something like...I do know that for the sympathy of one living being, I would make Peace with all. I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other.
The part that loves
Died along time ago
and the part that is rage turned to anger and the angers turned to screams while the screams turned to pains mixed with tears the tears dried and the heart forever dies and with no way out i shut down the lights and pulled my eyes out and choose to be blind to who i am losing track of every single thing i started to firmly believe that ignorance is a bless and now....
You don’t want to know
I became someone who sees everyone as the same person..
Everything is painted with the same color
There are no new colors in my pallet
I am just waiting for either doomsday to come...
Or a big war that i can run freely and release anger who I kept in me for a long time and die while doing it
Other than that
Everyday is a day
There is no definition
Even if i found that person u speak of
That person to me doesn't stand up from everyone..
Doesn’t exist
If you can fix this
U can fix anything
But to fix this
U have to at least know me..
And that is something that isn't going to happen
Because even i donut exist anymore
Someone who knows me WAY 2 WELL
Said and i firmly agree on every single word...
you are a mixture with an infinite number of characters u can switch between them as u want....but u focused on that so much u forgot who u are..
That person was wrong on just one thing
I focused on that not to forget
I focused to erase
And I did that knowing exactly what i was doing
I did it on purpose
That’s why everyone who knows me well tags me as insane
I don’t really care
It just proves to me that what ever I did
I did it RIGHT and it works
i was like this since the day i was born
I know I am born to die
Worship
And die
These are my only concerns
I am only alive to this moment
I only fight for this life
Because I will make a change before I go
Even though as a person
I don’t Exist